December 2010
20 posts
I can't stop looking at all the tattoos... →
Gossip in the Grain, Track Six >> Imaginary... →
“Last weekend, I crashed into this girl. Her existence makes me a ghost, but it’s not her fault - as usual, it’s about a guy, and a bed, and a lie, and the way feelings lace your gut like smoke from the cigarette you swore you wouldn’t have.”
These last days of December I’ve been spending a lot of time. Reading randomly from random books. Playing Halo. Walking around the same five by five block radius. Watching ten minutes of movies on netflix instant. Masturbating and napping. Flipping on the TV and just staring at whatever is on. Clicking through websites and stopping to look at things I never look at — dumb youtube...
White Girl Problems →
“It’s been 17 days since anyone has asked if I’m a model.”
Gold.
“I’m a witch. I’m just thankful they’re not burning us anymore.”
– Shalom Harlow
13 years and counting...
Backing up files on an old hard drive today, I discovered evidence of my internet past. It’s easy to forget that I’ve had a blog before they were called blogs. Way back when I was just a girl who would hang out in the library after school, waiting to take the public bus home, and mess with geocities.
From my geocites site, which was called Delusions of a Hollywood Star, I bounced...
Luxury Suicide
“I like it,” she said. “It looks as shitty as I feel.” decaying luxury. “I don’t know. But I like the idea of purification in fire. Public cremation. bleeding away. She wanted it to burn more, she wished it was hot wax, boiling oil, gasoline, she could drink it down, let it burn out her guts, then it would feel real. She wasn’t such a nice girl after...
If you're going to be a bear, be a grizzly.
14 Actors Acting →
Gold.
“Later in the conversation, the outsider would always ask, ‘When you say...”
– Dale Launer (Ruthless People, Dirty Rotten Scoundrels, My Cousin Vinny)
It’s a little sad how many times I’ve had this exact conversation.
